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I always feel that some people don't respect me at all- someone or something has to do something drastic just for them to give me some respect.
I'm always thinking, am I so disrespectful that people wont respect me? And when i look back on the past events, i haven't done anything aggravating! it annoys me a lot because i treat people as nice as I can and yet they can't even at least be a bit more pleasant as people.
My situaiton is always just revolving around a few scenarios--
1.) the person respects me as soon as we meet
2.) the person treats me bad but they treat me nicer when someone takes action- but it's obvious that all the niceness they show is scripted.
3.) (the worst) they really hate me no matter what
Sometimes, some people get to be so selfish that I get trapped in their desires. I always have to be the one who gives way even if I have a better reason. I'm always the one who has to compromise and the one who has to be pushed around by people, it's not amusing me anymore. There are people who force me to give up a lot when in fact letting me go my way wont even cost them anything AT ALL, why can't they just let me have my way when the situaiton is like that? They just wanna make my life harder!
I'm so tired of how some people treat me that I've lost my trust in people who have a bad aura , the pain in how people treat me has been so much that it doen't hurt anymore. Sometimes, some words still hit me, but I've been used to the reality and the bitterness of life.
I'm always thinking, am I so disrespectful that people wont respect me? And when i look back on the past events, i haven't done anything aggravating! it annoys me a lot because i treat people as nice as I can and yet they can't even at least be a bit more pleasant as people.
My situaiton is always just revolving around a few scenarios--
1.) the person respects me as soon as we meet
2.) the person treats me bad but they treat me nicer when someone takes action- but it's obvious that all the niceness they show is scripted.
3.) (the worst) they really hate me no matter what
Sometimes, some people get to be so selfish that I get trapped in their desires. I always have to be the one who gives way even if I have a better reason. I'm always the one who has to compromise and the one who has to be pushed around by people, it's not amusing me anymore. There are people who force me to give up a lot when in fact letting me go my way wont even cost them anything AT ALL, why can't they just let me have my way when the situaiton is like that? They just wanna make my life harder!
I'm so tired of how some people treat me that I've lost my trust in people who have a bad aura , the pain in how people treat me has been so much that it doen't hurt anymore. Sometimes, some words still hit me, but I've been used to the reality and the bitterness of life.